Monday June 13, 2011

So it's been one week since my IUI and I just couldn't take the suspense anymore so i went to the store and bought a package of home pregnancy tests. I know it's too early but I just wanted to take a test to see. Well, it was a big, fat negative (BFN). I figured it would be this early but I still had hope. So, I have spent the rest of the day super depressed. Again, I know it's too early to tell but my mind is playing games with me. I have been really positive about this all along and now that I saw the stupid "Not Pregnant", I am doubting whether or not I could be. My cramps have been a lot worse today, almost as though Aunt Flow is coming. These cramps have been playing games with me, as well. I have been cramping since the IUI so I don't know if it's AF coming or if I am indeed pregnant? So, I just have to wait it out a little while longer to know for sure. I think I will test again on the 20th if AF hasn't come. 7 more long days!!