Rich and I went to our first support group meeting last night with Resolve. Resolve is the National Infertility Association. It was really comforting to meet people going through the same struggles as we are. Everyone had a unique story but we were all brought together by infertility. I felt really supported, listened to and understood for the first time since my diagnosis. No one there told me it would be okay and that I would get pregnant if I just relaxed, stopped stressing out, when God wants me to be, when the time is right, etc. No one asked me if I have thought about adoption or what I'm going to do next. It was truly refreshing. No one really understands what I am going through except for other women going through infertility. I felt an instant bond with everyone and it was terrific!
Today I am 9dpiui and I feel pretty good. I am still cramping a good deal but it has been manageable. Today my breasts started hurting a little but not too bad. I feel different from my last IUI physically so I'm hoping that's good news. I'm really bloated this time and I just feel different. I'm crossing my fingers and praying like crazy! I promised myself I wouldn't take a test until 12dpiui so I am holding out 3 more days to test. It's going to be hard but I can do it!
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